Why? Part II

Sorry for of spazzing out there in my previous post. But if you've got a beef with that, then please refer to Blog Title.

The fact of the matter is, that the BF and I have taken a step backward in our relationship. Which was probably inevitable since we sort of teleported from point A(saying hello) to point K(sharing shampoo) within the first 2 weeks of our meeting.

AND I caught him IMing a female last night.

Which is an unremarkable situation in itself, except for the fact that that female's IM photo showed her NUDE from the waist up.

WTF.

And, like the good little gf I am, I calmly asked him what the deal was with the chick. He hemmed and hawed, and told a pitiful lie. I swear, sometimes the boy thinks I'm a complete idiot.

I think he is unaware of just how to deal with another living breathing human being in a committed relationship. I didn't know how to impress upon him the fact that this was just WRONG beyond words, so I sent him a gazillion links about how Cybersex Is Cheating.

I hope he gets it.

Or, I could just put this relationship out of its misery.

Mood: Hmmmmm

Why?

This is not the best time to do it.

I've got about 10 minutes before D picks me up for a late nite supper, one eye is blinking madly (damn the contacts) and my Technical Director is out there waiting for me to go home so he can lock the office up.

And yet.

The questions come flying. Just one question, really, but the permutations and the possibilities arising out of that one word are endless.

Why?

Why this blog?

Why am I here?

Why am I working so late at nite, when The BF is out working late too and all I really should do is go home like a good girl and curl up with a nice book or another episode of the Gilmore Girls?

D's calling. I gotta go.

Mood: Bleh

Monty Python Halo

LMAO LMAO LMAO /dies